'I'm dying inside,' says Lily Allen on Facebook after shameful Elton outburst

Lily Allen has launched a worrying tirade of self-loathing on her personal Facebook page, describing her emotional state as 'dying inside'.
She also wrote that she 'feels like killing' herself, although this statement was later removed.
The singer, 23, in the headlines this week because of her tipsy behaviour and constant sipping of champagne while hosting the GQ Awards ceremony, pulled out of producer Mark Ronson's birthday party last night. She also stated she would not be going to Bestival this weekend on the Isle of Wight.At 5.52pm yesterday, her Facebook entry read: 'Lily is dying inside.'This replaced an earlier statement, posted at 4.30pm yesterday, when she wrote on her page:'Lily has had enough feels like killing herself.' The Smile star's actions have left close friends fearing for her state of mind. One said: 'I don't know why she had put this on there. There is no reason for it.'

It is not the first time Lily has written disturbing comments. Last year she prompted fears for her emotional state after posting on her MySpace page that she felt she was "fat, ugly and s****er than Winehouse".

This outburst came after her debut clothing collection at New Look received a lukewarm response.Now her friends are wondering what could have sparked Lily's latest rant. One explanation was that the mouthy star may have been troubled by something she said during the GQ Awards on Tuesday.On the same page, at 1.31am yesterday, Lily wrote: 'Was he upset? I'm worried now, was I mean?'Her friend replied: 'It was priceless. Hope you got rid of the hangover in the end.'
This may have been a reference to her onstage clash with Sir Elton John, who complained about the amount of champagne she was drinking. After Lily told him to 'f* * k off, " he responded: 'I could still snort you under the table.'However Lily played down on the spat, writing on a separate MySpace postt: 'Elton and I exchanged jokes and there were no hard feelings at all, in fact neither of us gave it a second thought.'She added: 'I'm not defending my drunkeness because I don't need to... I'm 23, it was an awards ceremony I drank the free champagne - how awful of me.''I've been made to feel like a bad friend and an embarrassment to my fans and the people who support me,' Allen adds.'I shouldn't have to defend myself when I've done nothing wrong.'

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Smile! Lily Allen gives paparazzi the run-around in Beverly Hills

She was lapping up the attention earlier this week, but it looks like Lily Allen’s affection for the paparazzi could soon wear off.

The Smile singer has been spotted dodging a mass of eager paparazzi in Beverly Hills.

Arms full of shopping and cigarette in hand, the 23-year-old fled across the street, with the paparazzi in hot pursuit.

The pint-sized star was taking a break from her hectic recording schedule, with a shopping trip to Sunset plaza.

She touched down in the US just earlier this week to work on her second album and has already been hassled by photographers.

She wrote on her blog on Tuesday: 'I have never been followed like we were today, there were literally 20 cars of [paparazzi] with us.'

Apparently enjoying being the centre of attention, she added: 'Not that I'm complaining, they were perfectly pleasant, in fact we had a bit of a laugh with them and I quite fancied one of them.'

In fact, she only had one criticism of the paparazzi. Urging them to downsize their gas-guzzling SUVs, she wrote: 'Boys, go green.'

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